One difference between regular people and royalty is that regular people knock before entering your home.
Royals, on the other hand?
Knocking isnāt part of their vocabulary.
The only warning I get that Prince Theo is at my house is the sound of a vehicle pulling up outside and the driver cutting the engine.
I assume itās one of my parentsā friends or maybe a member of our household staff, and I ignore it.
The Crown Prince of Argyle bursts through the door in a blaze of abs and windswept hair, tearing the sunglasses off his bronzed face as he scans the room. A soft breeze follows after him, fluttering the edges of his linen shirt.
āCara!ā he calls out. I stand up, putting my book down on the sofa beside me. He flashes me a brilliant smile. āCome on. Weāre going.ā
Every word Theo speaks is a command. He was born a king, and a part of me likes when he speaks like that. Thereās something attractive about confidence and power, even though Iād never be caught dead saying that out loud.
Iām more of the ādonāt tell me what to doā kind of galāor at least thatās what I tell myself. The fluttering in my belly begs to differ.
I frown. āGo where?ā
The Princeās white linen shirt is unbuttoned, revealing his chiseled chest. Heās wearing teal swimming trunks and a pair of white leather boat shoes. He nods toward the open door, grinning.
āItās the summer solstice. We have a tradition to uphold.ā
My heart thumps uncomfortably. I thought our traditions had died when Prince Lucaās accident happened. That day, everything changed.
Three years ago, my betrothed, Prince LucaāPrince Theoās little brotherājumped off a cliff into shallow water and broke his back. Luca has been trying to recover from his injuries in Singapore, undergoing countless operations and hours of physical therapy.
And me?
Iāve been shut out. Languishing on the other side of the world. Begging him to talk to me, and then slowly accepting that itās over between us.
At first, I wanted to be there with him. The first year was hell. I called, and called, and called. I cried. I sent letters and messages. I sent him care packages and made sure to try to speak to him every day.
We have a special Post Office box, where weāve been exchanging messages since we were kids. I checked it every day for a year, hoping heād have sent me some note, some parcel, some sign that he cared.
Every day, it was empty.
Luca pushed me away. Slowly but surely, he stopped answering. The rest of the royal family backed away from me as my engagement to Luca fizzled. I didnāt just lose my fiancĆ©, I lost all my closest childhood friends.
Luca, Theo, Beckett, Danteāall four brothers became strangers to me. It nearly killed me.
I even went to Singapore a year after the accident, but Luca refused to see me.
The second year, I was in a daze. I donāt remember much, except sleeping a lot and not eating much. The past three years have been the loneliest of my life.
Itās only in the past six months that Iāve started coming around again. Slowly, Iām starting to feel like myself again. Iām making plans for the future. Plans for myself.
But Theoās standing here in front of me as if nothing at all has changed.
It has changed, though. Being pushed away by Luca is what finally made me decide to leave this Kingdom. I have to. Itās the only way I can move on from all this.
Next week, Iām flying to the United States to pursue my dream of becoming a singer. Iāve applied to two dozen colleges for voice programs and havenāt heard back from any of them, but that wonāt stop me. Iām done with letting people push me away and beat me down. Iām stronger than that. Iāve stared into the abyss, and now, Iām walking away.
Iāll go to Los Angeles and work in a restaurant while I try to make it as a singer. Iāll plead with record executives. Iāll sing in dirty dive bars. Iāll do whatever it takes, even if my parents think singing is beneath our family name.
I need to go. Do something for myself. Pursue a dream Iāve had since I was a little girlāa dream that predates Luca, and Theo, and all the heartache that the royal family brought me.
Knowing that Iām leaving is the only thing that has kept me going.
Up until two minutes ago, I thought Iād never see the Princes of Argyle again. I thought all four brothers had turned their backs on me after Lucaās accident.
Apparently, I was wrong.
I clear my throat, combing my fingers through the ends of my long, brown hair. āYour Highnessāā
āCara,ā Theo huffs, shaking his head. āCome on. Stop standing there like we didnāt spend every moment of our childhood together. Get your bathing suit on and get in my car. Weāre sailing around the islands.ā
Argyle is a Caribbean kingdom, complete with white, sandy beaches and waving palm trees. The Kingdom consists of about seventy islands, ranging from land masses the size of Cuba to small atolls with nothing but a single palm tree on them.
Nearly every year since I was seven years old, Iāve sailed around the Kingdom with the four Princes of Argyle. It takes just over two days to do it, and itās been a highlight of my year, every year, since I was a little girl.
Three years ago, our tradition abruptly stopped. Luca had just had his accident, and we didnāt know whether he would recover. Sailing around the islands didnāt seem right.
Our yearly sailing trip was yet another thing I mourned.
Prince Theo, the eldest of the Princes of Argyle, stares at me, eyebrows raised. āWell?ā